Saturday, August 21, 2010

Defining Me.

Things always keep changing with everyone...and my life is a drastic one which keeps to the statement "change is the only thing that is constant' so, like this it goes, I was young(honestly even now) and I always wanted to be someone.Starting at  a florist nearby my house,who always lives in the midst of hundreds of flowers and wears a constant smile on face,a'int it so nice to be smiling and happy always?,I used to smile at her daily and a mind voice runs "wish I could be you" ,this continued until one day I found her fighting with her husband and weeping,Yeah, as You guess I dint want to be like her.Then one day on my trip to the hospital with my mamma I met this Dr.Uncle who was so kind and nice to me,on my way back I told to my mamma "I am going to become a Dr."And that wish stayed on me until one day I found a lady standing by her husband's corpse on the stretcher out of the operation theatre pleading to Dr.Uncle "Could'nt you save him".So it dawned to me,nothing is perfect,you have wishes you should be ready for compromises.I stopped trying to become this guy or the other lady,and understood what I should be..
"I wanna become me". 
 After each and every of my success,failures,mocks,critics,am defining me.And I am trying to become more me.I know interests, passions,likes and dislikes vary between people,but have a strong believe that understandings and adjustments make life more and more perfect.I know am not in a lonely world and there are a lot of people who share my thoughts and wishes.This is for them,who is striving to find their way out, and with clean and colourful wings.

5 comments:

  1. Dat was an amazing beginning:)loved it!Jus the way I feel!Waiting for your next one..

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  2. mach.. exactly how i feel... really good re...u shud become a writer... :)

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  3. Thank u for your support,will surely satisfy your expectations:)

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  4. nice wrk :) love t :) anbe sivam!!

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